Reality check. You break trust? You have to EARN it back. For the long haul. THEY decide what needs to be seen in order for you to gain trust.  THEY decide when or if you can be trusted in the future. You are never the victim here, they are. YOU broke their trust of you. You have already proven yourself to be a liar. Who in their right mind would allow a liar to decide that? Phffffft!